Valentine's Day Massacre

Oh wait, it isn't Valentine's Day anymore.

This is the part I hate. I have so much to say, and yet I cannot because I am unsure of who does and doesn't follow my blog. And since I do not know Greek well enough to describe my situation, I will say nothing instead. Sorry.

Classes are getting better. It sucks, but I have buckled down and got work done. I have managed to go to most classes voluntarily and done my work like a good little boy. I am slowly being able to hone my attention span since now only my TV and Mac distract me. My Xbox 360 is once again not working. Piece of shit Microsoft!

My visits to the gym have had their ups and downs. I am starting to see slight results in my upper body and leg muscles due to my lifting regiment. I have developed shin-splints though since I run/walk weird. Ramon noticed that I roll when I walk messing up how my muscles work. The reason? Years of band camp. I was always taught to use the "roll-step" while marching, which has led to this wonderful condition. It also causes me to walk to the beat of my iPod, but that is irrelevant. I can't even walk for an extended period of time anymore without feeling pain. I really hope I didn't screw my legs up. My height is all I have!

I now practically live at Ray and Tammy's apartment, watching "Buffy the Vampire Slayer" with Kevin and Tammy or "To Wong Foo," with Ray and other random adventures. maybe I have been there too much lately, but I enjoy their friendship and I love getting out of my dorm. I feel secure now that I have a solid group of friends in the city. Maybe not the best, but hopefully that will develop over time.

Yeah, so that is about it, minus the obvious HUGE things going on in my life. I read this and think, "Wow, who cares about this stupid, random shit?" My blog isn't good unless I have something to bitch about. I enjoy complaining and fighting, in case you haven't noticed. Don't get me wrong, I have been enjoying my life lately. I just don't have a lot to talk about.

I want it to be warm. Then I will be even happier!

Photo by Pierre-Louis Pierson

Myspace Blog?!

So I was fishing around in my old Myspace Blog and found a few interesting posts that I thought I would repost for fun and to show how I have changed over the years!

Friday, February 10, 2006
what is going on?
Current mood: depressed

what am i supposed to write anymore?? cause if i start talking about something that has been going on, word will get around and i will get more of a shit load than i already have. why why must there always be drama? never in my life has something so hurtful been said to me like what they said. and yes let it be known that i cried. ok. so what. i didnt bawl. i used every muscle in me to restrain any outward appearance but when im told that i am a piece of shit who lies and cheats and backstabs and that i am worthless from someone who was held close to my heart, then there was only so much i could do. i loved them more than anything in this world as i do my close friends and they broke me down. i was tempted to get up and leave. leave all of this shit behind. but i didnt. and yet at the same time, im done. im just done. i tried to salvage it and it seems to me that it is out of my control. as mr mascari said, highschool sucks. who would ever want to come back and repeat this? what the hell am i supposed to think anymore? ~mike ps-if u have no idea what the hell im talking about then u must be sheltered. pps- ive said this to a few ppl, but if everyone else in this world hates me, i can at least take comfort in the fact that my grandma thinks im cool!

Tuesday, February 07, 2006
My epiphanies!
Current mood: contemplative

Yes i have had many of the course of this year and i share them with you now!!! be prepared to be rocked beyond your wildest dreams!

Mrs. Hiland was unfortunately born without a personality. this leads to boring classes, failed attempts at jokes, and a very unpleasant first block.
Our student teacher for band...i forgot her name. well anyway i have a theory about her. she was and is a complete band nerd. not like me or the BNU, but rather the horrible kind! the really hyper nerdy ones. well she has since grown up and matured (somewhat). but as she stands in front of our band she is nervous, but why? i believe it is because she looks at all the beautiful band people and it wasnt like her time. we arent nerds. therefore she is threatened and reacts by being mean.
My life lacks any direction whatsoever!
Relationships are overrated. (sory Stina & Tim, Kayla & Ian, Alex & Cory, anyone else that im forgetting) they are overrated for me at least. im all about the flirting and...well....*cough* we will leave that one alone for now!
Did i mention my life lacked a direction?? WHAT AM I GOING TO DO FOR A LIVING?? why must we make this decision now?

Monday, November 14, 2005
I have a booboo!
Current mood: hungry

well, during gym class, mandele made us run over and over cause of his pissy mood! when i got a break, i collapased against the wall, only to find that something had cut me, and really deep to. so i rushed to the nurse, and went to the emergency room for 4 stiches. lol, and it's my middle finger, so now i flip off everyone!! it's really hard to type this... YAY i got to leave school and i so milked it! but i do have to work...meh! i'll just be really slow

Saturday, September 24, 2005
horrible day!
Current mood: drained

i had to work a whole 8 and 1/2 hr day. that just ruined my day from the beginning. but during work, i got ssome chemicals that we use to clean the floor in my eye. i was forced to put a bottle on my eye full of saline crap and wash it out. i hate touching my eye! after that, my BAD headache came back and i felt like my head was bursting like a pimple on a teenagers head (nice) and it got so freakin busy! ugh, i want to just flippin leave this place. maybe i'll go to europe...

Tuesday, September 13, 2005
ugh...
Current mood: depressed

i hate being a teenager. emotional rollercoaster. one moment im fine, and now im just deppressed to the max.


Wednesday, August 31, 2005
HOW'S THIS FOR BITTER?!!?!??!@?.$?!@.$ Q@$%.V
Current mood: crushed

So a few of you who have been reading my blog claim that i am a bitter, whiny nerd. Well, if you think that then you can kiss my wihte ass! No really, i dont want you to do that, kristi already did. i'm not bitter, am i? i was just having a bad day...I CUT U!



Wait, have things really changed that much, or am I still almost the exact same person. My blog STILL is bitter and whiney and yes, I am still a nerd. Shit...