Myspace Blog?!

So I was fishing around in my old Myspace Blog and found a few interesting posts that I thought I would repost for fun and to show how I have changed over the years!

Friday, February 10, 2006
what is going on?
Current mood: depressed

what am i supposed to write anymore?? cause if i start talking about something that has been going on, word will get around and i will get more of a shit load than i already have. why why must there always be drama? never in my life has something so hurtful been said to me like what they said. and yes let it be known that i cried. ok. so what. i didnt bawl. i used every muscle in me to restrain any outward appearance but when im told that i am a piece of shit who lies and cheats and backstabs and that i am worthless from someone who was held close to my heart, then there was only so much i could do. i loved them more than anything in this world as i do my close friends and they broke me down. i was tempted to get up and leave. leave all of this shit behind. but i didnt. and yet at the same time, im done. im just done. i tried to salvage it and it seems to me that it is out of my control. as mr mascari said, highschool sucks. who would ever want to come back and repeat this? what the hell am i supposed to think anymore? ~mike ps-if u have no idea what the hell im talking about then u must be sheltered. pps- ive said this to a few ppl, but if everyone else in this world hates me, i can at least take comfort in the fact that my grandma thinks im cool!

Tuesday, February 07, 2006
My epiphanies!
Current mood: contemplative

Yes i have had many of the course of this year and i share them with you now!!! be prepared to be rocked beyond your wildest dreams!

Mrs. Hiland was unfortunately born without a personality. this leads to boring classes, failed attempts at jokes, and a very unpleasant first block.
Our student teacher for band...i forgot her name. well anyway i have a theory about her. she was and is a complete band nerd. not like me or the BNU, but rather the horrible kind! the really hyper nerdy ones. well she has since grown up and matured (somewhat). but as she stands in front of our band she is nervous, but why? i believe it is because she looks at all the beautiful band people and it wasnt like her time. we arent nerds. therefore she is threatened and reacts by being mean.
My life lacks any direction whatsoever!
Relationships are overrated. (sory Stina & Tim, Kayla & Ian, Alex & Cory, anyone else that im forgetting) they are overrated for me at least. im all about the flirting and...well....*cough* we will leave that one alone for now!
Did i mention my life lacked a direction?? WHAT AM I GOING TO DO FOR A LIVING?? why must we make this decision now?

Monday, November 14, 2005
I have a booboo!
Current mood: hungry

well, during gym class, mandele made us run over and over cause of his pissy mood! when i got a break, i collapased against the wall, only to find that something had cut me, and really deep to. so i rushed to the nurse, and went to the emergency room for 4 stiches. lol, and it's my middle finger, so now i flip off everyone!! it's really hard to type this... YAY i got to leave school and i so milked it! but i do have to work...meh! i'll just be really slow

Saturday, September 24, 2005
horrible day!
Current mood: drained

i had to work a whole 8 and 1/2 hr day. that just ruined my day from the beginning. but during work, i got ssome chemicals that we use to clean the floor in my eye. i was forced to put a bottle on my eye full of saline crap and wash it out. i hate touching my eye! after that, my BAD headache came back and i felt like my head was bursting like a pimple on a teenagers head (nice) and it got so freakin busy! ugh, i want to just flippin leave this place. maybe i'll go to europe...

Tuesday, September 13, 2005
ugh...
Current mood: depressed

i hate being a teenager. emotional rollercoaster. one moment im fine, and now im just deppressed to the max.


Wednesday, August 31, 2005
HOW'S THIS FOR BITTER?!!?!??!@?.$?!@.$ Q@$%.V
Current mood: crushed

So a few of you who have been reading my blog claim that i am a bitter, whiny nerd. Well, if you think that then you can kiss my wihte ass! No really, i dont want you to do that, kristi already did. i'm not bitter, am i? i was just having a bad day...I CUT U!



Wait, have things really changed that much, or am I still almost the exact same person. My blog STILL is bitter and whiney and yes, I am still a nerd. Shit...